..warna-warna cinta..

"Warna-warna cinta yang terlukis di hatimu
Semat pada senyum dan tangismu
Agar mewarnai jiwamu yang tulus
Seperti sang pelangi selepas gerimis"

..bertemu dgn sebuah kejutan,

bersama dgn kebahagiaan..

berakhir dengan air mata keharuan..

buatmu sygku...

tiada yg lbh mmbahagiakan

mlihat snyuman 

yg akhirnya terukir puas pd bbir..

cinta tulus yg akhirnya menyatukan!

buatmu yg dirindui..

sungguh, kerinduanku trubat

dgn gelak tawamu

n gurauanmu..

apakah ia masih bisa diulang syg?

buatmu yg slalu mndampingi,

terima ksh xterhingga

tdk prnah jemu brada d cc ku

sudi brsamaku saban wktu

n mnemani detik2 ku mnuju hr bahagia..

n buatmu,

buatmu yg sudi mnerimaku..

maafku pohon utk 'ssuatu' yg tdk kuhiraukn

suatu ktk dlu..

shingga ku 'dengari' hr itu,

mngakhirkan smua detik dgn

tangis yg amat mengharukan..

sarah..

ain..

mok..

n 

cinta hatiku..

kenangan n 'hadiah2' kalian,

terlalu indah utk manusia biasa sprtiku..

tangis ini tanda bahagia

jujur,

warna2 cinta dr kalian

selalu mewarnai hidup ku..
Alhamdulillah
anugerah Tuhan yg sukar brganti!

..tatkala kte bertemu kembali,
semua rasa bercantum menjadi satu..T_T

..seandainya,

..perancangan ini,

          

penuh warna warni

memintal2 trus n trus pd fenomena ini

dsergah sepi

andai rencanaNya trlebih mndahului

biar smpat,

biar sempat ku luah smua rasa

biar sempat maaf itu dpinta

biar sempat ku brsedia

yg lain nya tdk apa

pgaturnya pasti ada

tetap ada n mustahil tiada

cuma kita yg bakal prgi,

mninggalkan apa yg masih brbaki.

truskanlah prjalanan,

dgn langkahan2mu

                                                                                                                       

                                              biar tanpa ak....

..this journey..

..i dedicated this song 

                                for those who share 

                                                             this journey,

INCREDIBLE JOURNEY

***

We've only just met
But I feel sure
We will be best friends

Sharing the joy
Of every step
We take together

This journey that we're on
Where both of us grow strong
This journey that ...
We'll make it together

Love the wonder in your eyes
The thrill of each
And every first time

The whole world is new
Baby hear it call
For me and you

Stumbles and falls, they may come
But I know that
They'll make you stronger

Through the rain and the shine
We learn about life And grow together

Look how close we've got
Look how far we've come
And yet we've only just begun

This journey of a lifetime
O baby you and I
This journey that ...
We're sharing together

We share our love
We share our joy

Sincerely from,

..NURUL..  

(click here to hear the song)

..a few months later..

"lepas ni, lepas kita berpisah,

perlu ke sy terus brcerita..?"

"maksud awk?"

"yela..perlu ke sy share tntg diri sy,

khdupan sy dgn awk..mngadu apa2 ke.."

"eh,mestilaahh..awk kn kwn sy..

nnti sy sunyi.."

***

..i miss my laughing...

i miss my tears..

i miss my own smiling..

not bcoz i didn't have dat,

since we'v being far.

its just bcoz..

evrything's running

without you now!

='(

..keep movin' forward,we don't have much time..

keep running..chaiyyok!

..the end to begin..

..continue

..should be yesterday is the last day

speding time with them.

felt so much feeling

listening to what they really feel

to have me as their part of..learning guider..

"cikgu,jgnla pindah.."

"cikgu,i really need you next year.."

"cikgu, mngajarlah sini lg tahun depan.."

..

yes..

even though they already called me

'cikgu'

but i think i'm still too young to be..

a teacher.

i'm a learner

i'm learning from them everyday

being a teacher for not more than a month

doesn't actually enough for me

to be a 'teacher'.

i admitted,teaching d secondary student

is not as easy,

as taking care of kids.

there must be no scolding,

screaming,

shouting,

'body touch'

err..maksudnya..

memukul,merotan,mencubit..

wlaupun ak saloo kne mase sek men dulu

huu~ nakalnye!~_~"

..A student said to me,

"cikgu,marahla kuat sikit.."

i just gave her a smile

soory,

i didn't know how to do it..

then d other said,

"cikgu marah pn senyum.."

then again,

everybody laugh..

emm..

mgkin ak trlalu rendah

atau trlalu lembut

atau trlalu ayu

atau trlalu xreti sbnarnya haha..

its remind me something,

crite dulu2

wktu interview jd guru

utk course pndidikan UPU

they ask me,

what will u do,

facing with student who

taller than u,

rough,and naughty....??

..the question make me smile today,

i faced it..

and yes,

u can't answer that question until

now,u know how it is..

..Alhamdulillah,without realise,

i actually moved to the next stage,

baby,kids,

teenagers..and

its all gave a thousand great feeling..

thanks Allah,

for this continuos learning..

i need it..for my entire life!

..drive balik dgn berjuraian air mata..

again...haish!sakitnya..T_T

nurul..nurul..