..the end to begin..

..continue

..should be yesterday is the last day

speding time with them.

felt so much feeling

listening to what they really feel

to have me as their part of..learning guider..

"cikgu,jgnla pindah.."

"cikgu,i really need you next year.."

"cikgu, mngajarlah sini lg tahun depan.."

..

yes..

even though they already called me

'cikgu'

but i think i'm still too young to be..

a teacher.

i'm a learner

i'm learning from them everyday

being a teacher for not more than a month

doesn't actually enough for me

to be a 'teacher'.

i admitted,teaching d secondary student

is not as easy,

as taking care of kids.

there must be no scolding,

screaming,

shouting,

'body touch'

err..maksudnya..

memukul,merotan,mencubit..

wlaupun ak saloo kne mase sek men dulu

huu~ nakalnye!~_~"

..A student said to me,

"cikgu,marahla kuat sikit.."

i just gave her a smile

soory,

i didn't know how to do it..

then d other said,

"cikgu marah pn senyum.."

then again,

everybody laugh..

emm..

mgkin ak trlalu rendah

atau trlalu lembut

atau trlalu ayu

atau trlalu xreti sbnarnya haha..

its remind me something,

crite dulu2

wktu interview jd guru

utk course pndidikan UPU

they ask me,

what will u do,

facing with student who

taller than u,

rough,and naughty....??

..the question make me smile today,

i faced it..

and yes,

u can't answer that question until

now,u know how it is..

..Alhamdulillah,without realise,

i actually moved to the next stage,

baby,kids,

teenagers..and

its all gave a thousand great feeling..

thanks Allah,

for this continuos learning..

i need it..for my entire life!

..drive balik dgn berjuraian air mata..

again...haish!sakitnya..T_T

nurul..nurul..