..wherever you are..

My best times

Were when I felt close to you

But everything fell apart

The moment I strayed from you

In each smile

In every single sigh

Every minute detail

Traces of you are found there

Wherever you are I’ll find you

Cause you’re the one I turn to

Wherever you be I’ll be with you

Cause you’re the one my heart is to

I need you

To see your smile

I would pass every trial

Desperately I await

For the day when I’m by your side

Wherever you are I’ll find you

Cause you’re the one I turn to

Wherever you are I’ll follow you

Cause you’re the one I turn to

Wherever you be I’ll be with you

Cause you’re the one my love is to

My love is to

Wherever you may be

I’ll follow till I see

In my heart you will be

Your love is all I need

In every single smile

Every single sigh

Every minute detail

Traces of you are there

Wherever you may be

I will search till we meetIn my heart you will be

Your love is all I need

Wherever you may be

..once..

..the day comes once,

no chance..

to repeat the same thing.

its too late,

no matter how much

u feel regret

it never will change

all u have to do

is just,

keep it

and

bury the memories..

deep in ur heart!

..but,

if u don't mind

please

let it flowering your soul

just let it.

..dear..friend..

..i opened my eyes 

one day 

feel not good on that day

i miss u much

i text u,

just with a short msg,

"sayang.."

but u did'nt reply

i feel lonely

but soon,

u replied

thank God

i still have u..

n will meet u,

maybe at noon right..

..but soon,

it will not happen again,

whenever i miss u

i just can say it

i just can text it

but i'll never can meet u right

not even as fast as i can get it

right now dear..

cuz i have too wait

and it will be too long right

..i cried,

for that reason

cuz,
i'm too afraid
to open my eyes
each time i woke up in d morning
keep thinking

who gonna wipe my tears

warm me with hug

laugh wen i'm talking

calm me down when i'm mad

who gonna,

cry with me..

when we are

remembering

same memories..

dear..friend!

..sehingga itu..

"sehingga suatu saat nanti..

apabila saya sudah tidak ada

di muka bumi ini,

apabila sudah tidak ada

desahan nafas saya

d dunia ini,

sehingga itu....

awak akan mnyedari,

n masih mnyedari,

sy sebenanrnya selalu

mengambil berat tentang awak..

n smua tentang diri awak.."

..belajar bersyukur blh x??!

=.='

..istajibillahumma du'a ana..

..presented with full of heart..

wishing in almost prayer

i didn't wish much

i just hope so.. 

oh Allah..

please,

let my dream

come true..

amiin..

thumma amiin...

..beday oh befday..

..xpost pun psl beday

gediq nk post jugak kn

hepy belated beday

wahai nurul yg sudah tua

2jun..

berkongsi bulan

ngn beloved rumet

tunang besfren hikhik

n bakal mama ehem ehem..

..Alhamdulillah

it has been too long

i'm living in this

wonderful planet

(ayat mcm dh xlame nk hidup kn..)

still can breath freely

without any payment ok

hukhuk

aura paper climate change msh membara

haha

n cerita kartun

Dr Seuss and the Lorex

yg kena bayar clean air tu..huh

emo kan..

but dats will become real

when u totaly deny on climate change issue
(budak sustainable dh start merepek..kuikui...)

..ok maaflah,

mngarut je bnyk..

so,

bl ckp psl beday..

msti ckp psl wish n gift

few je wish

few je hadiah

what dats mean??

is it because awak dah xdisayang

wahai nurulku??

..takla sayang..

its becoz awk dh besar..

cuba tgk,

mane ade parent dpt 

wish beday dr membe2 dia kn

ok..maybe ada,tp xbnyk

bkn xnk wish

tp xsempat..bnyk lg komitmen kn
fyp
husband
ank2
exam
krek..krek...

drpd mngingat manusia sorg nih

hehe

ok never mind...sy maafkan^^

..but!

few gifts dis year

much meaningful to me

bl dpt hadiah yg

unexpected!

nice skirt,
cute hand towel,
beauty hand sock
n cute 'she's mine!'
3 slices of delicous cake..
yummy..
i love them so!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

thanks to my sayang2

its too beauty for me!

n..

mungkin,

benda2 ni...akn buat ak nangis

bl semua dh jauh...
nnti,
pastu....

sape nk panggil sy syg???

"you are my laughter,

my tears,

my STRENGTH!"

-chocolatponto-

..i'm not good enough..

y u look so sad..

becoz i think..

i'm not good enough

to..

to?

be.. a good fren

but i don't think so

cuz u can't read my mind

u can't read my heart

u don't even noe

what i was thinking

about u..or them

it's like an elastic collision

when u r so kind to me

then i'll be more kind to u

otherwise..

u'll see a reflection

why?

becoz i was hurt!

but u noe what..

the reflection

owez come to both side.

to them..

and?

to me!

Allah give it..

to make me realise..

i'm not deserve to be like that

cuz Allah

the Most Merciful
can easily forgive us..

so,

y don't me??

..i just wana say..

i am sory..

could u??

T_T

..just 'say'..

..just say my name..

i miss it so..

just say sumthing

i miss it too much

just do smile

even i just can hev it

:)

through a message

i do

appreciate it so

cuz i miss..

u much

like u r missing me!

some day

..four smile at almost same minute..

i love it so!!^_^