..sehingga itu..

"sehingga suatu saat nanti..

apabila saya sudah tidak ada

di muka bumi ini,

apabila sudah tidak ada

desahan nafas saya

d dunia ini,

sehingga itu....

awak akan mnyedari,

n masih mnyedari,

sy sebenanrnya selalu

mengambil berat tentang awak..

n smua tentang diri awak.."

..belajar bersyukur blh x??!

=.='

..istajibillahumma du'a ana..

..presented with full of heart..

wishing in almost prayer

i didn't wish much

i just hope so.. 

oh Allah..

please,

let my dream

come true..

amiin..

thumma amiin...

..beday oh befday..

..xpost pun psl beday

gediq nk post jugak kn

hepy belated beday

wahai nurul yg sudah tua

2jun..

berkongsi bulan

ngn beloved rumet

tunang besfren hikhik

n bakal mama ehem ehem..

..Alhamdulillah

it has been too long

i'm living in this

wonderful planet

(ayat mcm dh xlame nk hidup kn..)

still can breath freely

without any payment ok

hukhuk

aura paper climate change msh membara

haha

n cerita kartun

Dr Seuss and the Lorex

yg kena bayar clean air tu..huh

emo kan..

but dats will become real

when u totaly deny on climate change issue
(budak sustainable dh start merepek..kuikui...)

..ok maaflah,

mngarut je bnyk..

so,

bl ckp psl beday..

msti ckp psl wish n gift

few je wish

few je hadiah

what dats mean??

is it because awak dah xdisayang

wahai nurulku??

..takla sayang..

its becoz awk dh besar..

cuba tgk,

mane ade parent dpt 

wish beday dr membe2 dia kn

ok..maybe ada,tp xbnyk

bkn xnk wish

tp xsempat..bnyk lg komitmen kn
fyp
husband
ank2
exam
krek..krek...

drpd mngingat manusia sorg nih

hehe

ok never mind...sy maafkan^^

..but!

few gifts dis year

much meaningful to me

bl dpt hadiah yg

unexpected!

nice skirt,
cute hand towel,
beauty hand sock
n cute 'she's mine!'
3 slices of delicous cake..
yummy..
i love them so!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

thanks to my sayang2

its too beauty for me!

n..

mungkin,

benda2 ni...akn buat ak nangis

bl semua dh jauh...
nnti,
pastu....

sape nk panggil sy syg???

"you are my laughter,

my tears,

my STRENGTH!"

-chocolatponto-

..i'm not good enough..

y u look so sad..

becoz i think..

i'm not good enough

to..

to?

be.. a good fren

but i don't think so

cuz u can't read my mind

u can't read my heart

u don't even noe

what i was thinking

about u..or them

it's like an elastic collision

when u r so kind to me

then i'll be more kind to u

otherwise..

u'll see a reflection

why?

becoz i was hurt!

but u noe what..

the reflection

owez come to both side.

to them..

and?

to me!

Allah give it..

to make me realise..

i'm not deserve to be like that

cuz Allah

the Most Merciful
can easily forgive us..

so,

y don't me??

..i just wana say..

i am sory..

could u??

T_T

..just 'say'..

..just say my name..

i miss it so..

just say sumthing

i miss it too much

just do smile

even i just can hev it

:)

through a message

i do

appreciate it so

cuz i miss..

u much

like u r missing me!

some day

..four smile at almost same minute..

i love it so!!^_^