Monday, June 10, 2013

..beday oh befday..

..xpost pun psl beday
gediq nk post jugak kn
hepy belated beday
wahai nurul yg sudah tua
2jun..
berkongsi bulan
ngn beloved rumet
tunang besfren hikhik
n bakal mama ehem ehem..



..Alhamdulillah
it has been too long
i'm living in this
wonderful planet
(ayat mcm dh xlame nk hidup kn..)
still can breath freely
without any payment ok
hukhuk
aura paper climate change msh membara
haha
n cerita kartun
Dr Seuss and the Lorex
yg kena bayar clean air tu..huh
emo kan..
but dats will become real
when u totaly deny on climate change issue
(budak sustainable dh start merepek..kuikui...)



..ok maaflah,
mngarut je bnyk..
so,
bl ckp psl beday..
msti ckp psl wish n gift
few je wish
few je hadiah
what dats mean??
is it because awak dah xdisayang
wahai nurulku??



..takla sayang..
its becoz awk dh besar..
cuba tgk,
mane ade parent dpt 
wish beday dr membe2 dia kn
ok..maybe ada,tp xbnyk
bkn xnk wish
tp xsempat..bnyk lg komitmen kn
fyp
husband
ank2
exam
krek..krek...
drpd mngingat manusia sorg nih
hehe
ok never mind...sy maafkan^^



..but!
few gifts dis year
much meaningful to me
bl dpt hadiah yg
unexpected!
nice skirt,
cute hand towel,
beauty hand sock
n cute 'she's mine!'
3 slices of delicous cake..
yummy..
i love them so!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

thanks to my sayang2
its too beauty for me!


n..
mungkin,
benda2 ni...akn buat ak nangis
bl semua dh jauh...
nnti,
pastu....
sape nk panggil sy syg???



"you are my laughter,
my tears,
my STRENGTH!"
-chocolatponto-



Sunday, June 9, 2013

..i'm not good enough..


y u look so sad..
becoz i think..
i'm not good enough
to..
to?
be.. a good fren
but i don't think so


cuz u can't read my mind
u can't read my heart
u don't even noe
what i was thinking
about u..or them
it's like an elastic collision
when u r so kind to me
then i'll be more kind to u
otherwise..
u'll see a reflection



why?
becoz i was hurt!
but u noe what..
the reflection
owez come to both side.
to them..
and?
to me!
Allah give it..
to make me realise..
i'm not deserve to be like that
cuz Allah
the Most Merciful
can easily forgive us..
so,
y don't me??



..i just wana say..
i am sory..
could u??
T_T

Saturday, June 8, 2013

..just 'say'..



..just say my name..
i miss it so..
just say sumthing
i miss it too much
just do smile
even i just can hev it
:)
through a message
i do
appreciate it so


cuz i miss..
u much
like u r missing me!
some day


..four smile at almost same minute..
i love it so!!^_^

Monday, May 6, 2013

..dare for TRUTH..




Bagai pasak, gunung, bumi terbentang
Tidak goyah walau dilanda angin kencang
Kerana ianya bagaikan kebenaran dan kemestian

Bagai deras sungai setelah hujan
Tak putus walau dibelah seribu pedang
Mengalir bagaikan ianya kepastian
Tak kan terhalang

Berani kerana aku benar
Tiada apa harus kuragukan
Ku berdiri teguh



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Berpuluh2 video U-tube 
berlayar d mata
Beratus2 komen
mnghadirkn rasa haru pd hati
Beribu2 gmbar
brlalu d pasak retina
blum dikira
brjuta2 panji
mmenuhi prjlnn pulang..
n akhirnya,
pd mlm itu
Allah menjawab 
doa pejuang2Nya
Allah mngikat hti2 mereka
Allah mendekat jarak2 mereka
Allah mmbiarkn tangis mreka
Allah menghimpun seluruh rasa
sendu memenuhi ruang angkasa
laju..mnyembah bumi..
haru



Ya Allah
tangis itu bkn bererti
ptus sluruh pngharapan
kpdMu, Yg Maha Agung!
ia bukti REDHA kami
ia bukti SABAR kami
ia bukti KETULUSAN kami
ia kn mnjadi 
smngat kami!
krn akhirat,
MATLAMAT kami..
Allahuakhbar!


..rantaian prjuangan ini xmungkin bernokhtah!..

Sunday, May 5, 2013

..hari ini dalam sejarah malaysia..



kuterdengar suara kebebasan
gerak nadi kemanusiaan
bersahut seindah seruan
bangkitan suara di dalam

reformasi
kumerasa bayu perubahan
kali ini bagai kepastian
derasnya gelombang kebenaran
kemenangan tiada terhalang

reformasi
kumenanti sinar kasih sayang
yang mendamba wajah ketulusan
bagai tidak lama penantian
cahaya di penghujung jalan



..reformasi:yasin..best doo..~_~
selamat mngundi semua^_^
kte penentu masa depan negara!